Newt, I'm not going to stop smoking. I enjoy it sometimes and I need it sometimes and I'm pretty sure it's not going to kill me, if only because of the nanites. But I smoke more when I'm stressed and since I talked with Manolo I have felt. Better.
It doesn't really feel brave when necessity pushes you to handle stuff alone.
Your analogies are always ridiculous! But I get what you mean though.
I wish I could be only as faithful in others as you seem to be. I can't afford to give up trying to stay in control. But I don't feel like I have the option of staying in control of it or not. There's only two names I've heard about when it comes to talking about this and both of them I've been told are not reliable. What am I supposed to do about it?
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Date: 2015-12-11 11:07 pm (UTC)It doesn't really feel brave when necessity pushes you to handle stuff alone.
Your analogies are always ridiculous! But I get what you mean though.
I wish I could be only as faithful in others as you seem to be. I can't afford to give up trying to stay in control. But I don't feel like I have the option of staying in control of it or not. There's only two names I've heard about when it comes to talking about this and both of them I've been told are not reliable. What am I supposed to do about it?